I just had the best kind of Saturday. Nothing special, just simple.
I shouldn't even say "just" simple. "Just" implies that it wasn't that great. It was great. It was simple.
I got up. Ate breakfast. Spent all day focusing on one subject of study. Caught a meal with good friends. Watched a movie with said friends. Now I'm considering whether I want to do an hour or so more of study or make a McDonald's run at midnight for some sweet tea (what can I say, I'm craving some at the moment!)
Lent has me opening my eyes to how often I make things complex. Sometimes accidentally, such as when I cram in more events into a week then I plan and I get overwhelmed. Sometimes on purpose, such as when I read too much into life's little events and make them into huge dramas in my mind.
But today was just lovely. I was able to focus on one thing at a time. There was sometimes urgency, but never rush. There were spur of the moment decisions, but never imprudency. Life just was.
So, yeah, Lent. Has me thinking a lot on simplicity, silence, and solitude. Just a bunch of questions that roll around in my mind. Sometimes I have an answer for them, sometimes they remain. How do I find a balance of solitude and community in my life? Have I been practicing enough silence? When is silence most appropriate? Do I need to say no to more events that come up that I try to squeeze in? Or am I just making excuses most of the time? Are these questions in themselves making the ideas more complex than they need be?
*sigh* So my mind works most days. But now, at the end of this day, I am content. And I will treasure this day. Because it was simple.
What a beautiful reflection! You're right; simplicity is amazing, and its something that I've been trying to grasp more during this Lent. Because we do make things way more complicated than they need to be! God is simple, so we should strive for simplicity (though easier said than done)!
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